My Wife's Death
On Sept 27, 2006 my wife Jane committed suicide. My world changed forever. I have tried to practice mindfulness using breath awareness for a number of years now. Jane killed herself by denying herself life sustaining breath.
I did not truly understand the pain that Jane suffered. I could not take her perspective on life without my own filter, a filter in which suicide does not exist as an option. But it sure did for her, although she kept that option a secret.
I have experienced a myriad of feelings since this tragic event; guilt, sadness, anger, regrets, longing, despair.
But mostly, I just really miss her.
posted by J. Stull @ 11:27 PM
6 comments
6 Comments:
Love U 2 Bobo...very, very much - Lil Sis
J. I'm so terribly sad to hear this tragic news. Please take care.
I am so sorry for your loss.
You've created a beautiful tribute.
It's you, you killed her BASTARD!!!!
the s#$% you post on here is retarded, what is your obsession with all these young girls. Kill yourself!
My heart goes out to you and your family. The tribute to your wife is beautiful. It's great that you are holding onto the richness of the memories you had with her.
you've survived the worst year of your life. We commend you---each year will get better, but memories will always be there. Just remember we are your "west coast family" :-) Luv U
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